Friday, October 28, 2011

Near

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One last In the Morning-related post for the final and quietest song on the album: Near.

I'm posting the version from the record and the demo version because... I want to.  I like both of them.

The studio version features Drew playing some beautiful, beautiful piano.  We hadn't rehearsed this one at all (shocking): I just emailed him the demo version and we went over it as Shane was setting up the piano for recording.  Darren contributed by literally hanging half in the open piano and, at Drew's direction, helping to create the harmonic heard throughout by holding down one of the strings just so.  We ran the tune a few times to practice with me in the vocal booth doing rough vocals... and I think Drew captured the usable take on the second or third try.  I went back later and cut some quiet relaxed vocals.  The mix I believe uses primarily the room mics, which gives it an old ambient sound.

I think this song is simply lovely lyrically.  I'm most proud of having written something direct, sincere and sentimental without veering into sappy.

Near closes not only In the Morning but really the Paper Arrows three album cycle as a whole.  I wanted it to stand in contrast to the song When You Left which ends Look Alive: same key, same solo instrument backing, same sense of conclusion, but this time instead of the loss and emptiness and despair of When You Left we get the calm reassurance of Near.

We get the resolution of acceptance.

We get the promise of a future together.

We get the specific references that mean something only to me and one other person.

We get the window into what comes next, what comes after the deep blues fade into the bright blue sky.

We get...

NEAR

Restless dreams are taking flight
Along the darkness of a quiet night
On the heights of the Avenue
We build our lives within these rooms

Close your eyes
I'll dry your tears
And when you wake
I'll be near

In the sky, beneath the planes
You breathe in time, I try to do the same
We rise at dawn, we ride the trains
And dream of growing old, of trembling again

Close your eyes
I'll dry your tears
And when you wake
I'll be near
When you wake
I'll be near



jbg

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Dirty Engine

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Two more In the Morning songs left upon which to reflect...

Today's focus: Dirty Engine.

I suppose any song from which the title of an album is culled deserves some special attention.

Dirty Engine was the first new song completed for In the Morning. It was written at the very beginning of my early a.m. writing experiment in the spring and summer of 2009. I actually wrote about it more contemporaneously on a friend's blog, Head Above Music.

I guess I'll rely on that post for the creative details (although I notice I called it "In the Morning" and not "Dirty Engine") because I think it captures nicely the feel of the environment from which Dirty Engine and really all of In the Morning sprung.

Harmonically, there's nothing to this tune: it's probably one of the simplest I've ever written. It started as more of a blues thing, with a chugging shuffle-ish guitar that wound up being jettisoned once the rhythm section got involved. Check the home demo above to hear me aping Pete Yorn.

Lyrically, I was really pleased with how I tied together the work of writing with the work of being in a new relationship. One of my favorite lines I've ever written is "the days of easy love are gone." At that time, I was simultaneously struggling to write from a place other than pain, and also coming to understand how falling in love at the age of 30 is vastly different from falling in love at the age of 20. Connecting the two through one line really resonated.

The recording process was one of my favorite... we rehearsed this tune once or twice the night before the sessions, and then went out to the bar for some band bonding. The next day when we reconvened to track, the Springsteen-shuffle of our rehearsal version was replaced with... synth-electro-pop.

I loved watching the band create this completely unique sound seemingly out of thin air. Jay and Drew locked in on a fantastic little melodic feature around Darren's drum hook, which was created on the rim of a tom tom.

All I had to do was piece together a little guitar part for the verses and then bash the shit out of a Telecaster on the choruses. We overdubbed only a keyboard pad and a little piano so the sound of this song is essentially the sound of us playing in the studio getting the arrangement right for the first time. We even got Darren to do (much to his chagrin) a "drum feature."

There's one moment in the last chorus where we all hit the same accent pattern... it just tickles me. Really. Hard to explain. I love the unrehearsed moments that come out of the live recording setting... it's energy captured on tape (or Pro Tools). So cool.

After some layered lead vocals, we got a good mix and there you have it: Dirty Engine.

Go listen in your car and bob your head like some Europeans on their way to a discotheque.

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And in the morning this dirty engine's turning over
Breaking the silence, the hardest part is letting go
Is giving in

Hey this room is full of noise
And voices hanging in the air
But if you listen now
You just might hear the sound
Of moving on

And in the falling light there must be something more to see
The days of easy love are gone, we're gonna have to dig a little deeper
And deeper

Hey this room is full of noise
And voices hanging in the air
But if you listen now
You just might hear the sound
Of moving on

jbg